What's the first priority in your life now?

Today, I talked to one of my students on msn. He asked me to help him find a job. But he is 15 only. I don’t think there’s any job which is suitable for him. Most of the fast food shops, restaurants, supermarket, would like to employ the people who finish form 5, 16above and have experiences. He said he needs money, because his family is poor. ( well, his family is okay, not that poor) then finally he told me because he used the money his parents gave him to buy some old textbooks, which aren’t suitable for his new school year. So, he needs money to buy the books and he told me his goal, he doesn’t want to use his parents’ money, want to make money himself for pocket money, tutorial and piano fee, and save money for studying oversea. His thinking is good, but the most important thing is study hard. He will go up to form 4 this coming school year, which is a big gap for form 3 students , they have to prepare well for the public exam in next year, and the only thing they should do is, focusing on studying but not working. And if he works after school everyday, he won’t have time to do his homework and revision. I deeply believe that, if he needs money for studying and learning something, his parents MUST support him.

Anyway, I talked to him for awhile, he just didn’t listen to me, and even I told him that I saw too many people who can’t study well and no future now. And your family can afford you to study oversea is good, but if not, study in Hong Kong is really good enough. He thinks that what he thinks now is right, and I just hope that he won’t choose the wrong way.

Learning something new- Japanese

I am learning Japanese with Mandy recently. Before the course started, I always think that, Japanese isnt that difficult. But after few lesson, I can say that it's not easy, and getting more and more difficult. The text book i use is all Japanese, only have little bit Chinese explanation, those japanese words just like symbols for me. And the teacher is Japanese, his cantonese accent is so strange. Sometimes, i even cant understand him. I think that this language is much more difficult than English.

Anyway, i will try my best to learn it. Now, i always prepare before the lesson at home, hope can understand what the teacher says.

And now, i can totally understand that why Japanese cant say english in the right way. Because they will have their way to learn english. We called it Japanese English. I bet only Japanese can understand that.

Learning something new

I started learning flute this summer. Today i had the third lesson. I think i can play pretty good. The teacher also said that i played better than last week. It's not hard for me to read those notes, and theories. The hardest thing is how to blow it and play the sounds well. I talked to my mom that I want to buy a new flute, because the one i play, is rent from the music center, and i have return it after suumer holiday.

Hope that she will sponsor me. Because i lose quite many students after this summer, i hope i can get more students. otherwise i dont think i can support my music studying( flute and piano) and my daily life :(

Will have a piano performance in my teacher's concert on 31st of August, in TST Tom Lee, The song i am going to play is" Sonata in B Flat, 1st movement" by Mozat.

Trust

Do you trust a person easily? I am not the person who can trust people easily. I think it's because of my past experiences. But I always think that time will tell and prove everything. I dont trust a person at all, not because i dont like him/her, or they are not worth to trust. it's just because i want to protect myself. Sounds so selfish. Doubt is a fatal injury in the relationship, no matter your family, lovers, friends..etc, It's really hurt..

I date with him almost 5 months, and he is the one i love. I can feel that he loves me alot also, but sometimes, maybe the words other people say, and i am affected by them. I will doubt him.

It's okay that other people think that he is not good, he is player or what.. but i am dating with him, i know he is good or not, only Dorcas knows the truth. So...other people who never meet him or talk to him, it's not fair to say that he is bad.

Trust is one of the hard lesson in my relationship with him. I am learning, Please give me more time. I love u, so.. i should trust you.

Nice Song- Dangerous

This is the song featuring by AKON!!!

Lyrics

Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah

Ohhh yeah thats her the big dog tryin to get her little kitty to purr.
Ex-man lookin at me like i'm Lucifer, Cause he knows I will deal with his case yes SIR!
if I was the last man I earth I would only take that girl end of search.
She give a new definition to the word Curve, got chicks in the strip club envyin her.
Body's like weapon, a mass irruptions, see the glad on that phat obstruction, tongue game give a new type of seduction. (Kardinal yelling Im trying to give that girl something... CHA!)


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah


Ohh...Bad to the bone, everything locked like a two three zone
I wanted to make my black snake moan, talk a little bit and take that home
She bad and she know the deal, Thats what I can’t hide when she want to conceal
I mean megan good and halle berry put together ain't close to the JUBEE i see
No no..no disrespect but this gyal a pon another level...cut the check..uhhh
Tell king, max stop the press...say kid can I get a witness


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah
I see you got that fire by the way that you walkinn [walkin]
from left to right i watched her go down
girl i just want it right now dont wanna do no talkinn [talkin]
shortys so right i need to slow down


Figure 8..good body shape
When she on the dance floor, gyal dem Irrate
When she do her thing man can’t walk straight
That biscuit soak up everyTING in my plate
Bad heels like Jessica Pete
im tryna give homegirl sex and the city-tity
itty bitty waistline moves with the baseline
one lick of punch.. I’m fine


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah

Hardship- Argument in family

Argue with my family is one of the worst things in the world. It makes you tired, frustrated, depressed, disappointed. We argued alot these few days. And today, they argued with each other finally. i had nothing to say when i got home. I suffered a sunstroke and got serious headache. Want to escape from home for few days, well i am just saying. I just want peaceful in my family. I am glad that i have my boyfriend and friends who care me alot and listen to me when i am crazy and upset.

I calmed down.

I was patient.

I shutted up.

I respected.

I tried to talk to her.

Sharing- Nice song (Body on me)

This is the song by Nelly, Ashanti and Akon, up-beat song! really good! three of them are awesome! looking forward to Akon's live :)

Lyrics

Chorus The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 1(Ashanti)

Hey boy

I think i just might wanna come see you tonight

and you can have your way boy

i know its been a while since you made my body right

now i've been waiting patiently, anticipating you and me and

it aint no question cuz boy i love you when you put that body on me

Chorus

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 2(Nelly) Hey how you doin mama

I need to know ur name

You givin me the eye eye

Im givin you the same

It just hit me right now

What we should do today

Go tell you friends bye bye

And lets go hop a plane

Its no mistaken the attractions ironic

I wanna make you someone more then just a a bon in my closet

I wanna win that type of relationship

Where you wanna come hang when your man is trippin

You say your short this month and your late on your rent

He took your car watchin me hold this

Hey hey you see oohhh

You see lil mama outta control

Chorus

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 3(Nelly)

Shorty movin closer and closer

And slower and lower yeah

I think she know she makin me hard

Got every man in the club like oh my God She slicker then lody dody

She work her body body

When you done her at the party

Meet me down there in the lobby

And ill be waitin on yah

And no debatin on yah

I got a seat for yah

We can let the top back and ohhhhhhh

We don’t have to stop girl nooooooo

I got a lil something I wanna shoooooowww

Believe me your strong

Lil mama please don’t make me wait too long

Chorus(x2)

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me