Do you trust a person easily? I am not the person who can trust people easily. I think it's because of my past experiences. But I always think that time will tell and prove everything. I dont trust a person at all, not because i dont like him/her, or they are not worth to trust. it's just because i want to protect myself. Sounds so selfish. Doubt is a fatal injury in the relationship, no matter your family, lovers, friends..etc, It's really hurt..
I date with him almost 5 months, and he is the one i love. I can feel that he loves me alot also, but sometimes, maybe the words other people say, and i am affected by them. I will doubt him.
It's okay that other people think that he is not good, he is player or what.. but i am dating with him, i know he is good or not, only Dorcas knows the truth. So...other people who never meet him or talk to him, it's not fair to say that he is bad.
Trust is one of the hard lesson in my relationship with him. I am learning, Please give me more time. I love u, so.. i should trust you.
Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me, Watch out I've seen her type before That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before She's so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, yeah
Ohhh yeah thats her the big dog tryin to get her little kitty to purr. Ex-man lookin at me like i'm Lucifer, Cause he knows I will deal with his case yes SIR! if I was the last man I earth I would only take that girl end of search. She give a new definition to the word Curve, got chicks in the strip club envyin her. Body's like weapon, a mass irruptions, see the glad on that phat obstruction, tongue game give a new type of seduction. (Kardinal yelling Im trying to give that girl something... CHA!)
Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me, Watch out I've seen her type before That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before She's so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, yeah
Ohh...Bad to the bone, everything locked like a two three zone I wanted to make my black snake moan, talk a little bit and take that home She bad and she know the deal, Thats what I can’t hide when she want to conceal I mean megan good and halle berry put together ain't close to the JUBEE i see No no..no disrespect but this gyal a pon another level...cut the check..uhhh Tell king, max stop the press...say kid can I get a witness
Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me, Watch out I've seen her type before That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before She's so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, yeah I see you got that fire by the way that you walkinn [walkin] from left to right i watched her go down girl i just want it right now dont wanna do no talkinn [talkin] shortys so right i need to slow down
Figure 8..good body shape When she on the dance floor, gyal dem Irrate When she do her thing man can’t walk straight That biscuit soak up everyTING in my plate Bad heels like Jessica Pete im tryna give homegirl sex and the city-tity itty bitty waistline moves with the baseline one lick of punch.. I’m fine
Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me, Watch out I've seen her type before That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before She's so DANGEROUS, That girl is so DANGEROUS, That girl is a bad girl, yeah
Argue with my family is one of the worst things in the world. It makes you tired, frustrated, depressed, disappointed. We argued alot these few days. And today, they argued with each other finally. i had nothing to say when i got home. I suffered a sunstroke and got serious headache. Want to escape from home for few days, well i am just saying. I just want peaceful in my family. I am glad that i have my boyfriend and friends who care me alot and listen to me when i am crazy and upset.
Today is my mom's birthday, i decided to take her to "Italian Tomato" and celebrate her birthday there. Because i think the cakes there are nice. After i finished teaching today, i joined my family and went to the shopping mall" apm" there. There were many people there, because the famous Taiwan group came to Hong Kong and performed there, very crowded there.
I was happy when we took the MTR to there. After my mom and the aunt sat down in the restaurant, and read the meun, they said the food wasnt good and blah blah blah. And dont like this, dont like that. dont like pizza, dont like rice, dont like noodles.........damn it. WHAT THE HELL YOU GUYS LIKE THEN. Finally we made orders. After the food came, they still talking about the food wasn't good..........................What could i say, and they just looked at the cakes, they said the cakes werent good......i really didnt know what can i do, and said the restaurant they went before was better. Okay fine, i couldnt be patient, and just went to restroom and calmed down.
It's really hurt, i took her there, because i think the restaurant is good. She wasted my money and time. And the aunt said they wanted to go swimming pool afternoon or night time, but they cancelled their plan suddendly and said that willl go there on Wed with other relatives, i stuck at home whole day because of them, so stupid. I can meet my bf actually, but now cant! Shit! Wasting my time.
I dont think i will take her to any restaurant anymore. Just let my mom says shit to her fds that, my daugther didnt celebrate birthday with me or take me out for dinner or lunch. I still remember last time, the mother's day, i bought her a swimming suit for the mother's day's gift. And later she told her fds that i didnt celebrate with her. whatever.......
Today after work, i went to Hong Kong Museum of Art with Jimmmmy. There's an exhibition called" OTIUM ludens- Leisure and play: Ancient relics of the roman empire". I saw that in the
mtr station, seemed good, so wanted to go there so much.
Last time, i went to the exhibition of some world treasures also, but i went there alone :( Anyway, it's so good that he went there with me, he's smart, honestly, he taught me alot and knows many things about history. We saw many frescos there, beautiful and nice. The ppl at that time, they didnt have too much tools, but they bulit many awesome gardens and drew many beautiful pics on walls or stones. They were so smart. Sometimes i think they were smarter than us and knew how to enjoy their life always. There's a big bath house in their garden, and they invited their friends to enjoy the bath and life together, WO! sounds cool! I really want to go to Rome, Turkey, Egypt, Greece somedays, many historical treasues and places there.
After the exhibition, i couldnt find Jimmy after i went to restroom, i felt so bad at that time, i thought that he left me alone, or playing hide and seek with me, but if it's a game, it's not fun anyway. i am afraid to lose him, i called him, and no replied.......so worried. Finally, i saw him, he went to restroom also, but he didnt tell me, bad guy! At that time, i almost wanted to cry because....i couldnt find him and i know how important is he for me.
Nobody wanna see us together, but it's not matter no....................(Dont matter by Akon)
The summer holidays was started in mid June, and now is mid July. What i did recently? nothing much, teach less than past( because many kids go travelling with their family.) and i tried to send many many resumes few weeks ago, but no reply. i was frustrarted. Sleep alot.
And started learning Japanese with Mandy this week, we had the first lesson yesterday. haha, little bit boring, learnt how to write and speak little bit. And the teacher is a Japanese uncle, his cantonese with strange accent like Jimmy, but teacher is better( jk). I am glad that Mandy learns with me, otherwise must be really boring. Actually, it's easy to learn how to speak, but not writing. At least, i got something new to learn now.
I always want to learn something new about music. Last year, i tried to learn Grade8 theory, but i think the teacher wasnt good, so i tried to find another teacher, but still finding. And tried to learn drums, but gave up few months ago, haha. I proved that i like something with melodies but not just rhythm.
So, this summer i started the Flute lesson today, it's the easier instrument for the people who learn piano. I hope i wont give up that easy. I did pretty good in the first lesson anyway. Want to have my own flute someday. If i really do well in the flute lesson, i decide to buy a new flute. ( very expensive :( )
I will lose many students. It's a sad news for me. I teach them few years, and i like them so much although they are naughty sometimes...whatever.
Today, i took my little cousin who is five to see Kung Fu Panda. We had lunch at Mc donald, and he got a Master Shifu figure, i think he could get the PO panda figure, but all sold out, he likes that so much, then we went to see that moive, and he just held that firgue.
This moive is suituable for whole family. The drawing is nice, althought the panda isnt cute, so fat, and likes eating so much, and cant move lol But the storyline is good. At the begining, Po was just a lazy panda who worked in a noodles restaurant with his dad which is duck. But one day, he had a dream, in the dream, he's a Dragon Warrior and can do Kung Fu really well, so he started thinking that should he stay in the noodles shop with his dad or not... By chance, he started learning Kung Fu from Master Shifu in different and special way. What's going on after that? and How special way he learnt Kung Fu? Go to see the moive, then you will know how interesting in this moive!
It gives us a lesson also, if you think you can do it and dont give up, then you can do it, if you think you can't, then you can never do it.
After we finished moive, we went to do some shopping and bought him some Thomas and Friends's stationary. then i went to his home and visited my little baby cousin, she looks different, so cute and lovely.
I went there about two weeks ago, but i didnt have time (or i am lazy) to write down my experience here.
This is the first time i went travelling to somewhere far from Hong Kong without parent but with my best friend, Ms Kwok. We decided to go somewhere together this summer. Firstly, we wanted to go some island in Malaysia, where we can enjoy sunshine, sea and beach, but it's too expensive so we were so disappointed and changed our plan, then we checked many places, Malaysia and Singapore( i went to Singapore before), Thailand( but she went there few years ago.), Phillippines( sounds too boring and it's not cheap to play those water activites).....Fianlly, Ms Kwok checked many many times on net, and we went to travel agency few times, we confirmed that we will go to KOREA- Seoul for five days this summer together!!!
I am a person who are agressive with bad temper, and negative in my family but active and happy when i am with my friends. I dont like to argue with anyone, but i dont know why i always argue with my family.
We ate watermelon yesterday night, and talked, watched tv together yesterday night, everything was peaceful but i argued with mom in the earlier monring. Because i couldnt wake up on time and went to church. i didnt do it on purpose. i did wake up at quater to eight, but i fell to sleep again. Honesly i felt so bad and gulity. But what can i do and say? nothing. So, i just escaped from home, and drank some coffee and listened music. Actually i escaped from home, i just walked around on street and did nothing.
I decided to take my mom to eat Japnese food for lunch yesterday night, but now i cancelled all my plan. she said it seems that i am leaving church, but i didnt, and i go to church not because of anyone, it's because of God, i go there for God not her.
Anyway, i feel so tried to argue with her, i just want to keep myself busy, dont want to aruge too often.
30th June 2008 was an important day for all of the Form Seven students in Hong Kong, because they got their a-level examination results. Some of the people were really happy, but some of them would be confused, worried and sad. I can understand their feeling.
I still remember, last year, same day, i got my result, it made me wanted to kill myself and crazy, i never believed that was my result, but it's reality. The exams pushed me to grow up and faced the reality, it's sucks that seemed everyone( including my family, they tried to support me, but they blamed me also, i was depressed.) would look down on you and thought that you were rubbish and useless if you got bad result in a-level.
Anyway, i deeply believe that i am stronger than past, we can't stand on the top forever, have to try harder and harder to climb up again when we fall down, i dont know how many times i will fall down, the only things i know is working hard, and no regret.
Under the Hong Kong education system, the people who cant go up to university, they have many choices for people to go on studying, association degree, higher diploma etc. Many friends asked me that which one is better and more easier to go up to university, i can say that, all of them are difficult if you dont put any afford on it. Honestly, if i tell you that there were 80% people of that course can go up to university last year, but you didnt study hard, you will still be that 20% who cant go to upper level.
Good luck for all of my friends who are still finding their plans for this coming school years. Studying or Working, the most important thing is working hard.
Thanks God, i got pass in my Use of English examination this years without one listening paper. ( I tried really hard to improve my english in daily life last year, but didnt do too much past papers before the exam anyway....)
I am Dorcas, was born and raised up in hong kong. I am a only child in family. I started learning piano when i was 5, and started teaching piano since june 2005. I was a pianist in school, church and choir, and joined some school, inter-school and public music competitions and performed in some shopping malls before. I enjoy my teaching job, and teaching young crowd. Although it's little bit hard to communicate with them sometimes, and cant understand what they think, anyway i still like my job. Besides piano, now learning flute as well, hope can be a flute player as well.
