Hardship- Arugement with family.

I am a person who are agressive with bad temper, and negative in my family but active and happy when i am with my friends. I dont like to argue with anyone, but i dont know why i always argue with my family.

We ate watermelon yesterday night, and talked, watched tv together yesterday night, everything was peaceful but i argued with mom in the earlier monring. Because i couldnt wake up on time and went to church. i didnt do it on purpose. i did wake up at quater to eight, but i fell to sleep again. Honesly i felt so bad and gulity. But what can i do and say? nothing. So, i just escaped from home, and drank some coffee and listened music. Actually i escaped from home, i just walked around on street and did nothing.

I decided to take my mom to eat Japnese food for lunch yesterday night, but now i cancelled all my plan. she said it seems that i am leaving church, but i didnt, and i go to church not because of anyone, it's because of God, i go there for God not her.

Anyway, i feel so tried to argue with her, i just want to keep myself busy, dont want to aruge too often.