Welcome back!!

I haven't updated my blog for a long while.Last few weeks were my busiest time this year, tests, assignments, projects, works.. seemed tons of things to do. I didnt sleep well, so Jimmy bought me a lovely pillow, and i slept much better.

It's suck that i didn't meet him a week, and couldnt talk, and even we talked, i couldnt focus on our conversations because i was always thinking i still had many things to do. I was so tired. And my health is getting worse, my bad habit came back again. Snack, instant noodles, less water, soft drink, crazy shopping to relase the stress etc. I must quit those bad habits.

I feel so strange to everythings around me. :( can't cheer up.

WANTED!!!! Halloween Party

Halloween Party

Date: 31/10/2008

Time: After 9 till around Half past 12

Location: Central (To be comfirmed) ( Maybe LKF, must Jimmy said it's too crowded, so, go to some club for partying is better.)

Fee: To be comfired ( If we join the party in club, then maybe need to pay)
Dresscode: Scary? Sexy?

People will attend: Me, Ling Ling, Fun Fun, Cheng Cheng, Jimmy, Kiko, Pui2? ( not sure yet )

I asked some more friends already, but they haven't replied me yet.

Anyone would like to join us, please contact me :))))

Have a nice day!

Love V.S Habit

This is a serious question. You really love he or she, or just a habit? Answer the questions below honestly.

Why you call he or she everyday?
Why you sms he or she many many tims and just say i miss you everyday?
Why you go to cinema with he or she but not your friends?
Why you spend your weekends with he or she but not your friends?
Why you act like a little girl and boy in front of he/ she?
Why you can look at his/ her eyes one hour and dont say anything?
Why you spend many times to choose a little gift for your gf/ bf?
Why you are sad when he/she is sad?
Why you are more happier when he/she is happy?

WHY YOU SAY I LOVE YOU TO HE/SHE BUT NOT MEEEE!!!!??

I love someone not because a habit it's because i really love someone.......

I hope everyone be together not because of habit but love.

Nice Song- All I see

The MV isnt good, but the song is sweet :)
All I See By Kylie Minogue



Lyrics

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Weekend has arrived
Everybody's tryin' to find
Something to get into
My friends wanna go out
But I can't cancel my plans
Got a date with my baby
He's taking me out
So I'm gonna catch up with you
Some other day
Gotta go
Can't make him wait
Tonight

Have to make sure I'm looking hot
'Cause we're going to our favourite spot
Till the morning we're gonna rock
Boy you rock me up (yeah)

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song
Dance floor is ours
All I see is you
The DJ's got me feelin' like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart
In two
'Cause all I see is you

I get lost in time
When I'm lookin' in your eyes
And we're body to body
I don't want you to rush
'Cause you're feeling like heaven to me
Follow the rhythm
And keep it real close
In the dark everything goes
Love it better when you touch (don't stop)
Baby 'cause we've just begun

Have to make sure I'm looking hot
'Cause we're going to our favourite spot
Till the morning we're gonna rock
Boy you rock me up (yeah)

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song
Dance floor is ours
All I see is you
The DJ's got me feelin' like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart
In two
'Cause all I see is you

Oh, oh, oh
Please don't let me go oh, oh
My love for you's growing
More and more and more
As we move across the floor, oh, oh
'Cause all I see is you
'Cause all I see is you
DJ spin my record again

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song
Dance floor is ours
All I see is you
The DJ's got me feelin' like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart
In two
'Cause all I see is you

My baby
Doesn't matter what's going on
Or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song
Dance floor is ours
All I see is you
The DJ's got me feelin' like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart
In two
'Cause all I see is you

Nice Song- Elevator

Elevator By Flo Rida featuring Timbaland



Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me.
Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me.
Hey girl you're comin' with me, your comin' with me.
Hey girl you're comin, ' come on...

Talk to me girl, Let me tell you girl.
Got you stuck on my elevator.
Get it up. On my ehh o ehh oh.

Hey
My first flo stopped a gold diggin' woman
Money cash flow all big faced hundreds
Stuntin' on the pole got them b-boys running
Shorty got both broke can't see what's comin'
Wear them apple bottoms, wear them apple bottoms honey
Dolce and Gabbana and she get it from her mommy
Louis bags, rich, Gucci, Fendi and Armani
See the carrots on her wrist now she pimps Bugs Bunny
Used to date Kanye now she want me
While I got my juice wanna take my OJ
It ain't her birthday but her name on the cake
If I ever play for booty grade A

Got you stuck on my (yeah)
On my elevator (uh huh)
Get it up, on my elevator
Check it out!

My First floor, stuck on the gold digger
Second floor, stuck on the dime piece
Third floor, stuck on the hood rat
Fourth floor, freak it I don't know cuz.
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ehh o ehh oh

She got her nails bid, she got her hair bid
She got a Gucci bag, her brand new outfit
Stuck on my elevator, she on the second floor
Now I want you to break it down, DJ turn it up some more
Hey, dime piece girl; True Religion, Ed Hardy
Little mama twerk that top model body
South Beach piece on the back of that Ducati
I'll bet you that brand new Ferrari

Got you stuck on my (yeah)
On my elevator (uh huh)
Get it up, on my elevator
Check it out!

First floor, stuck on the gold digger
Second floor, stuck on the dime piece
Third floor, stuck on the hood rat
Fourth floor, freak it I don't know, cuz...
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(Thie girl is)She's stuck on my ehh o ehh oh

My third floor stuck on the hood rat charm
Cut, take boy Hollyhood action
Short tennis skirt, now she got me in the zone
Tattoo type, bump the low ringtone
Bending Ghetto booty, playing the ghetto booty on her.
Roll up machilles don't smoke arizona
One night stand one night with the clan
One night, one time broke her off 10 grand.
Project all the way gutta all day
Computer on first thang, while we in this thing
Shorty don't fake she'll put it in your face
Three stories while them hood rats beg

Got you stuck on my (yeah)
On my elevator (uhuh)
Get it up, on my elevator
Check it out!

First floor, stuck on the gold digger
Second floor, stuck on the dime piece
Third floor, stuck on the hood rat
Fourth floor, freak it I don't know, cause...
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ella, e-ella-vator
(This girl is)She's stuck on my ehh o ehh oh

Communication

Communication is a very important skill in our life. When we talk to our family, friends, classmates, collegues, strangers, we will use different communication skills.

It’s amazing that, kids between kids, they have their own communcation skills. Last time my 5 years old cousin and my friend’s consin who is 4 came to my home, they played together and chatted. I sat next to them, this’ the first time they met, but seemed met long time ago, and they used their language to communicate, which I don’t know. Anyway they were happy.

Kids have their own language and try hard to let others know what they want, and think. They always use they limited knowledge, and words to communicate to others.

How about adult? Adult always make things messy, they know communicate is important, good and can develop or improve the relationship with each other. But they TRY NOT to do that, just hide themselves. Because of this, there’re too many misunderstanding.

Some of the people, they tried to talk to others, but they don’t know HOW to do it, they just talk but never listen, that’s why, their communication were failed. Talking, Sharing, are interative. Maybe you read many books, takes manys courses, about how to communicate well to others, but if you never try out what you read in the books, learn from the courses, those knowledges are only in your memories.

Be calm, listen carefully when you talking to other, these are the most effective and basic ways of communications.

Hardship- Teaching

I started teaching in the new music center on Hong Kong island. Thanks God that after i lost few private students, he gave me a chance to teach in the new music center.

Besides the first day i taught, i seldom feel nervous or stressful when i teaching. I always tell myself to be confident and happy in the lesson. I dont want to affect my students because of my sadness. And i hope they can learn something new every lesson.

The first day i taught in that music center, one of the students' mom said that, i taught too much things in the lesson, and hope the lesson will be more interesting and blah blah blah. I was little bit upset at that time. Then the boss talked to me and she said the mom is bit annoying, then she gave me some books for reference and gave me some advices. I did better in the second lesson :)
And the other one, the kid's parents both sat in the classroom. Honestly i was stressful. how come two of them sat in the room, i understand that they worry about their kids, but even the kid goes to school, they also cant follow he.she, right? I am not sure that girl will come to the lesson again or not, but i tried my best.

Last Sunday, i taught in Tseung Kwan O. And before the lesson started, the kid's dad said, i think he practies bit fast, can you teach him more and faster? Oh my goodness. This's the second time he said that. In my teaching plan, i prepare three songs for the students everyweek, and i think it's not too stressful for them. And will do some interesting exercises like drawing, coloring etc or play some games. But this dad seems special, he always expects his son to reach his GOALs, which i think a 7 years old kid cant do that. And because i need to "SATISFY" his dad, so i taught him four songs and one scale. When the lesson finished, he cried, he told me that There're too much things to practise, if he cant practise well everyday, he cant have his dinner or lunch. I hope every of my students are happy in and after lesson. but his dad requested this.. What can i do. Helpless.

Therep's no easy money in the world, you must try your best to do your work well.

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Ma dame perfume by Agyness Deyn, She is so cool!!! ( I think the music not match to the advertisment.)

Nice Song- Miss Independence by Ne-yo

Song:Miss Independent
Artist:Ne-Yo
Album:Year of the Gentleman
Recorded:2008
Genre:Pop,R&B
Label:Def Jam
Writer(s):Ne-Yo
Producer:Stargate

This is the new song of Ne-yo.

Hey guys! you love the girls/guys who are more independence or dependence? I hope i am a Miss independence for him, not too annoying :) looking forward the day he comes back.



Lyrics:
Ooh its something about just something about the way she moved
I cant figure it out, there's something about her (about her)
Say ooh theres something about,
Kinda women that want you but dont need you
Hey, i cant figure it out, there's something about her
Cuz she walk like a boss, talk like a boss
Manicured nalis, just sent the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss, do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Hey yeh yeh, yeh yeh, yeh yehhh mmm

Ooh there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud, there's something about her
there something ooh so sexy about the kinda women that dont even need my help
She says she got it, she got it, no doubt, theres something about her
Cuz she work like the boss, play like the boss
Car and a crib, she about to pay em both off
And her bills are paid on time
She made for a boss, Soley a boss,
Anything less, shes telling em to get lost
Thats the girl that on my mind

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Yeh yehhh

Her favourite thing, is to say dont worry i got it
And everything she got, best believe she bought it
She gon' steal my heart, aint no doubt about it,
Girl your everything i need, said your everything i need

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent
Thats why i love her

Salsa Dance

Last Tue, We went to Sugar, had Salsa dance lesson. The teacher is black, and he looks like a cartoon. Everyone there seemed can dance pretty good already. I think, me and Jimmy are youngest there. Because the people were some old heads and 30 somethings . This dance, we need to change the partner always, and made me felt nervous to dance with others. Finally... i back to Jimmy. I felt so happy. I was little bit jealous when he dance with other girls heeeee....(Just kidding) He is the best dancing partner for me, even i step my feet wrong, use wrong hand to spin, i do anything wrong in dancing, he wont blame me :) It's really good to dance with him

Introduce of Sals adance

Salsa refers to a fusion of informal dance styles having roots in the Caribbean,Latin and North America. The dance originated through the mixture of Mambo, Danzón, Guaguancó, Cuban Son, and other typical Cuban dance forms. Salsa is danced to Salsa music. There is a strong African influence in the music as well as the dance.

Salsa is usually a partner dance, although there are recognized solo steps and some forms are danced in groups of couples, with frequent exchanges of partner. Improvisation and social dancing are important elements of Salsa but it appears as a performance dance too.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salsa_(dance)

Funny Web Site Sharing

Upload the picture, Change the age, sex or ethinicity of a photo, or have fun with art and animal transforms.

http://faceofthefuture.org.uk/

Friendship.

We were really good friend. Time killed our friendship, but not our memory. We weren’t friend anymore. We still remember each other name, and I still remember all happiness and sadness we shared ( I don’t know she still remember or not.) If we see other on street, I bet we wont say “Hi”, and just walk pass, like strangers.

Few months ago, I forgot to lock the keyboard of my mobile, then I called her many time and I didn’t know. And she called me back, and asked who I am. I said, I am Dorcas, and she said, don’t you know that you called me many times please fix your mobile. Then hung up. No greeting. I deleted her number. She didn’t care also. Whatever…

We live in a totally different world. We can’t be friend. It’s pity, but anyway, everything is past. She is just a person who passed by my life when I was 15.

Books I read these few months

I like reading book, and i read few books recently. I think those are pretty good.

(1) The Minds of Billy Milligan(24個比利)

I read the Chinese version. it's a true story about the guy called Billy, who had 24 different personalities, those personalities not even have differnet characterises but age, nationalities, gender. He did many bad things, raped women, robbed the bank, sold drugs....etc, but he didnt know he didnt all those things. After the long jugement, he released from the jail, because he was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. It's a quite attractive book, but it made me confused also, too many people mentioned in this book.

(2)The stolen Child (失竊的孩子)

I read the Chinese version also. It's about the fairy stole the little boy-Henry's life when he was seven then the fairy became Henry and started the "human" life and Henry became the fairy and lives in the forrest. We called this changeling. When the fake Henry grew up, he became a famous musician, he has beautiful wife, child, family, everything but... he met the real Henry few times.... and at the end he felt guilty, because he stole Henry's life...I like this book so much. Very interesting, attractive. It's talked about piano, music. That's why i like it more.

(3) Shopaholic and Baby

It's the book wrote by Sophie Kinsella, who is the New York Times Bestseller. This is the first book i read by her. It's a thick English book, but the writer use the relaxing and interesting style to write this book. I bought her other book" Can you keep a secret?" as well. I think her book is not difficult to understand. And it's funny. Girls can try to read this book.

(4) Tuesday with Morrie

It's a famous book by Mitch Albom, many people mentioned it, and even some of the books said that it's one of the books you must read before you die. It's about philosophy of life. How to make your life more meaningful in different field, Money, Family, Love, Emotion, etc.

There are many Golden quote in this book.

" If we learn how to die, then we know how to live our life much more better."

" Each night, When i go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when i wake up, I am reborn."

Talk about family, " It's not the same as having someone whom you know has an eye one you, is watching you the whole time. This is part of what a family is about, not just love, but letting others know there's someone who is watching out for them."

Blog

I don’t know how many people read my blog. I am happy that one of my school friends( Ming) told me that she read my blog, and sometimes my friend left me comment here also. I am not sure that is it everyone can leave me message here, but you guys can try that. I changed my online dairy many times, I think at least 4 or 5 times. I used Xanga before, you can still check it( www.xanga.com/shunyan0605), but I didn’t update it for a long long time. Too many strangers use the blank account to view my Xanga, so I don’t like it. Anyway I like here most also, clear and easy to use.

Some of my friends told me that they don’t like reading my blog, because I write it in English. But come on, if you are my friend, it's no matter i write it in English or Chinese, you can still check it, right? At that time, I explained that I write this in English, because I want to improve my English. Of course is one of the purpose for me to write it in English. But now, honestly, I write that in English, half reason is because of my boyfriend. I share everything with him, but sometime, some slice things, I can’t tell him immediately, maybe he is at work, and then I will write it and drop it down here. I know he checks here always.

Love to share my lifestyle and my daily life with all of my friends.

Hardship- Teaching

These few months are the music exam season. Most of the students and teachers are busy at preparing those exam stuffs. I am busy at that also. This year I have three students attend the exam. Two Grade 3, and one Grade2. I deeply believe that teacher is more worry about the exam than the students.

Today I had lesson with a girl who will attend the grade 2 piano exam next month. And she has only three lessons left before the exam. I gave her a test in the lesson. And she didn’t play the songs well, and almost fail. I talked to her, and she still wasn’t serious. I used many methods to help her, encouraged her, but all were useless. She still didn’t improve herself. Who can help her? I told her many times, if she gets fail in any one of the three songs, she will get fail overall easily. I am so sad. It’s stressful for me… I hope every of my students can get pass at least in the exams.

God Bless.

Wonderful time- with Jimmy

We went to waterpark in Guangzhou during his annual leave. Everything was wonderful there because we were together. The weather suddenly turned bad on that day afternoon, heavy raining, thunder and windy. Everyone stopped playing and swimming, waited under the sunshade,very crowded there. The rain hit my body, i was cold and got headache. I am glad that he's with me, he kept me warm, althought both of us were wet in swimming suits. The rain seemed never stop.. and i wasnt feeling well, and i needed dry towel. So, we just ran in the rain. He held my hand, and we ran and we were fazed, i dont know how long we ran in rain.... very very cold.

But my heart is warm.......

Love lesson 2

We have been together 5 months. Many people think that western is more romantic and funny guy. Well, he is, sometimes. Anyway, he is smart, caring and understanding me. He makes me feel that I am really in love and comfortable with him. We have argument also. But we understand each other more after the argument.

One of my friends made a joke of him. She said, “Oh, Dorcas, you argued with you western boyfriend in English, that’s better than me, when I argued with my boyfriend I just feel upset and cry a lot. At least you learn some English in the argument.”

Oh c’mon! We were upset when we argue, I date with him, because I want to give my love to him, care him and grow up together. Not using him in any purpose. We are just same like the normal Chinese lovers. We take the love lesson everyday, we learn how to care and share, try to understand more. I hope we can be soul mates someday.

Why i love him? I can't tell you the reason honestly. Can you tell why you love your partner? Because he/she is pretty? smart? clever? If you can answer the question, you aren't really love her/him. If you see another man/ woman who are attractive like your girlfriend/ boyfriend, you will move on?

Appreance and characteristc are only the things attract you to notice he/ she. What brings you two together? Not only feeling.. But Love......

Big Day for China- Olympic 2008

Today, it's a big day for every Chinese. I PROUD of my COUNTRY!!!

We waited to hold the Olympic game for 100 years. Fianlly, we got the chance to hold the game. The opening cenemony's awesome. And there are 204 countries join the game, which is the biggest game in the world. Hope everything will be Okay and sucessful. GOOD LUCK FOR CHINA!!! ONE WORLD, ONE DREAM.

What's the first priority in your life now?

Today, I talked to one of my students on msn. He asked me to help him find a job. But he is 15 only. I don’t think there’s any job which is suitable for him. Most of the fast food shops, restaurants, supermarket, would like to employ the people who finish form 5, 16above and have experiences. He said he needs money, because his family is poor. ( well, his family is okay, not that poor) then finally he told me because he used the money his parents gave him to buy some old textbooks, which aren’t suitable for his new school year. So, he needs money to buy the books and he told me his goal, he doesn’t want to use his parents’ money, want to make money himself for pocket money, tutorial and piano fee, and save money for studying oversea. His thinking is good, but the most important thing is study hard. He will go up to form 4 this coming school year, which is a big gap for form 3 students , they have to prepare well for the public exam in next year, and the only thing they should do is, focusing on studying but not working. And if he works after school everyday, he won’t have time to do his homework and revision. I deeply believe that, if he needs money for studying and learning something, his parents MUST support him.

Anyway, I talked to him for awhile, he just didn’t listen to me, and even I told him that I saw too many people who can’t study well and no future now. And your family can afford you to study oversea is good, but if not, study in Hong Kong is really good enough. He thinks that what he thinks now is right, and I just hope that he won’t choose the wrong way.

Learning something new- Japanese

I am learning Japanese with Mandy recently. Before the course started, I always think that, Japanese isnt that difficult. But after few lesson, I can say that it's not easy, and getting more and more difficult. The text book i use is all Japanese, only have little bit Chinese explanation, those japanese words just like symbols for me. And the teacher is Japanese, his cantonese accent is so strange. Sometimes, i even cant understand him. I think that this language is much more difficult than English.

Anyway, i will try my best to learn it. Now, i always prepare before the lesson at home, hope can understand what the teacher says.

And now, i can totally understand that why Japanese cant say english in the right way. Because they will have their way to learn english. We called it Japanese English. I bet only Japanese can understand that.

Learning something new

I started learning flute this summer. Today i had the third lesson. I think i can play pretty good. The teacher also said that i played better than last week. It's not hard for me to read those notes, and theories. The hardest thing is how to blow it and play the sounds well. I talked to my mom that I want to buy a new flute, because the one i play, is rent from the music center, and i have return it after suumer holiday.

Hope that she will sponsor me. Because i lose quite many students after this summer, i hope i can get more students. otherwise i dont think i can support my music studying( flute and piano) and my daily life :(

Will have a piano performance in my teacher's concert on 31st of August, in TST Tom Lee, The song i am going to play is" Sonata in B Flat, 1st movement" by Mozat.

Trust

Do you trust a person easily? I am not the person who can trust people easily. I think it's because of my past experiences. But I always think that time will tell and prove everything. I dont trust a person at all, not because i dont like him/her, or they are not worth to trust. it's just because i want to protect myself. Sounds so selfish. Doubt is a fatal injury in the relationship, no matter your family, lovers, friends..etc, It's really hurt..

I date with him almost 5 months, and he is the one i love. I can feel that he loves me alot also, but sometimes, maybe the words other people say, and i am affected by them. I will doubt him.

It's okay that other people think that he is not good, he is player or what.. but i am dating with him, i know he is good or not, only Dorcas knows the truth. So...other people who never meet him or talk to him, it's not fair to say that he is bad.

Trust is one of the hard lesson in my relationship with him. I am learning, Please give me more time. I love u, so.. i should trust you.

Nice Song- Dangerous

This is the song featuring by AKON!!!

Lyrics

Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah

Ohhh yeah thats her the big dog tryin to get her little kitty to purr.
Ex-man lookin at me like i'm Lucifer, Cause he knows I will deal with his case yes SIR!
if I was the last man I earth I would only take that girl end of search.
She give a new definition to the word Curve, got chicks in the strip club envyin her.
Body's like weapon, a mass irruptions, see the glad on that phat obstruction, tongue game give a new type of seduction. (Kardinal yelling Im trying to give that girl something... CHA!)


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah


Ohh...Bad to the bone, everything locked like a two three zone
I wanted to make my black snake moan, talk a little bit and take that home
She bad and she know the deal, Thats what I can’t hide when she want to conceal
I mean megan good and halle berry put together ain't close to the JUBEE i see
No no..no disrespect but this gyal a pon another level...cut the check..uhhh
Tell king, max stop the press...say kid can I get a witness


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah
I see you got that fire by the way that you walkinn [walkin]
from left to right i watched her go down
girl i just want it right now dont wanna do no talkinn [talkin]
shortys so right i need to slow down


Figure 8..good body shape
When she on the dance floor, gyal dem Irrate
When she do her thing man can’t walk straight
That biscuit soak up everyTING in my plate
Bad heels like Jessica Pete
im tryna give homegirl sex and the city-tity
itty bitty waistline moves with the baseline
one lick of punch.. I’m fine


Girl I can't notice but to, notice you, noticing me, from across the room I can see it and can't stop myself from looking and noticing you, noticing me,
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah

Hardship- Argument in family

Argue with my family is one of the worst things in the world. It makes you tired, frustrated, depressed, disappointed. We argued alot these few days. And today, they argued with each other finally. i had nothing to say when i got home. I suffered a sunstroke and got serious headache. Want to escape from home for few days, well i am just saying. I just want peaceful in my family. I am glad that i have my boyfriend and friends who care me alot and listen to me when i am crazy and upset.

I calmed down.

I was patient.

I shutted up.

I respected.

I tried to talk to her.

Sharing- Nice song (Body on me)

This is the song by Nelly, Ashanti and Akon, up-beat song! really good! three of them are awesome! looking forward to Akon's live :)

Lyrics

Chorus The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 1(Ashanti)

Hey boy

I think i just might wanna come see you tonight

and you can have your way boy

i know its been a while since you made my body right

now i've been waiting patiently, anticipating you and me and

it aint no question cuz boy i love you when you put that body on me

Chorus

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 2(Nelly) Hey how you doin mama

I need to know ur name

You givin me the eye eye

Im givin you the same

It just hit me right now

What we should do today

Go tell you friends bye bye

And lets go hop a plane

Its no mistaken the attractions ironic

I wanna make you someone more then just a a bon in my closet

I wanna win that type of relationship

Where you wanna come hang when your man is trippin

You say your short this month and your late on your rent

He took your car watchin me hold this

Hey hey you see oohhh

You see lil mama outta control

Chorus

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Verse 3(Nelly)

Shorty movin closer and closer

And slower and lower yeah

I think she know she makin me hard

Got every man in the club like oh my God She slicker then lody dody

She work her body body

When you done her at the party

Meet me down there in the lobby

And ill be waitin on yah

And no debatin on yah

I got a seat for yah

We can let the top back and ohhhhhhh

We don’t have to stop girl nooooooo

I got a lil something I wanna shoooooowww

Believe me your strong

Lil mama please don’t make me wait too long

Chorus(x2)

The way that you walkin, the way that you talkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

tryna get in them draws and bang it out til the morning

i can already tell you want it

cause you shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

keep on shakin it all for me, givin it all to me

rubbin dat body on me

Stupid- SHUT UPPPPPPP

Today is my mom's birthday, i decided to take her to "Italian Tomato" and celebrate her birthday there. Because i think the cakes there are nice. After i finished teaching today, i joined my family and went to the shopping mall" apm" there. There were many people there, because the famous Taiwan group came to Hong Kong and performed there, very crowded there.

I was happy when we took the MTR to there. After my mom and the aunt sat down in the restaurant, and read the meun, they said the food wasnt good and blah blah blah. And dont like this, dont like that. dont like pizza, dont like rice, dont like noodles.........damn it. WHAT THE HELL YOU GUYS LIKE THEN. Finally we made orders. After the food came, they still talking about the food wasn't good..........................What could i say, and they just looked at the cakes, they said the cakes werent good......i really didnt know what can i do, and said the restaurant they went before was better. Okay fine, i couldnt be patient, and just went to restroom and calmed down.

It's really hurt, i took her there, because i think the restaurant is good. She wasted my money and time. And the aunt said they wanted to go swimming pool afternoon or night time, but they cancelled their plan suddendly and said that willl go there on Wed with other relatives, i stuck at home whole day because of them, so stupid. I can meet my bf actually, but now cant! Shit! Wasting my time.

I dont think i will take her to any restaurant anymore. Just let my mom says shit to her fds that, my daugther didnt celebrate birthday with me or take me out for dinner or lunch. I still remember last time, the mother's day, i bought her a swimming suit for the mother's day's gift. And later she told her fds that i didnt celebrate with her. whatever.......

SHUT ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy time- With Jimmmmy

Today after work, i went to Hong Kong Museum of Art with Jimmmmy. There's an exhibition called" OTIUM ludens- Leisure and play: Ancient relics of the roman empire". I saw that in the

mtr station, seemed good, so wanted to go there so much.

Last time, i went to the exhibition of some world treasures also, but i went there alone :( Anyway, it's so good that he went there with me, he's smart, honestly, he taught me alot and knows many things about history. We saw many frescos there, beautiful and nice. The ppl at that time, they didnt have too much tools, but they bulit many awesome gardens and drew many beautiful pics on walls or stones. They were so smart. Sometimes i think they were smarter than us and knew how to enjoy their life always. There's a big bath house in their garden, and they invited their friends to enjoy the bath and life together, WO! sounds cool! I really want to go to Rome, Turkey, Egypt, Greece somedays, many historical treasues and places there.

After the exhibition, i couldnt find Jimmy after i went to restroom, i felt so bad at that time, i thought that he left me alone, or playing hide and seek with me, but if it's a game, it's not fun anyway. i am afraid to lose him, i called him, and no replied.......so worried. Finally, i saw him, he went to restroom also, but he didnt tell me, bad guy! At that time, i almost wanted to cry because....i couldnt find him and i know how important is he for me.

Nobody wanna see us together, but it's not matter no....................(Dont matter by Akon)

Fade in color

The summer holidays was started in mid June, and now is mid July. What i did recently? nothing much, teach less than past( because many kids go travelling with their family.) and i tried to send many many resumes few weeks ago, but no reply. i was frustrarted. Sleep alot.

And started learning Japanese with Mandy this week, we had the first lesson yesterday. haha, little bit boring, learnt how to write and speak little bit. And the teacher is a Japanese uncle, his cantonese with strange accent like Jimmy, but teacher is better( jk). I am glad that Mandy learns with me, otherwise must be really boring. Actually, it's easy to learn how to speak, but not writing. At least, i got something new to learn now.

I always want to learn something new about music. Last year, i tried to learn Grade8 theory, but i think the teacher wasnt good, so i tried to find another teacher, but still finding. And tried to learn drums, but gave up few months ago, haha. I proved that i like something with melodies but not just rhythm.

So, this summer i started the Flute lesson today, it's the easier instrument for the people who learn piano. I hope i wont give up that easy. I did pretty good in the first lesson anyway. Want to have my own flute someday. If i really do well in the flute lesson, i decide to buy a new flute. ( very expensive :( )

I will lose many students. It's a sad news for me. I teach them few years, and i like them so much although they are naughty sometimes...whatever.

My colorful life fades in color.............

Happy Time- With cousins

Today, i took my little cousin who is five to see Kung Fu Panda. We had lunch at Mc donald, and he got a Master Shifu figure, i think he could get the PO panda figure, but all sold out, he likes that so much, then we went to see that moive, and he just held that firgue.

This moive is suituable for whole family. The drawing is nice, althought the panda isnt cute, so fat, and likes eating so much, and cant move lol But the storyline is good. At the begining, Po was just a lazy panda who worked in a noodles restaurant with his dad which is duck. But one day, he had a dream, in the dream, he's a Dragon Warrior and can do Kung Fu really well, so he started thinking that should he stay in the noodles shop with his dad or not... By chance, he started learning Kung Fu from Master Shifu in different and special way. What's going on after that? and How special way he learnt Kung Fu? Go to see the moive, then you will know how interesting in this moive!

It gives us a lesson also, if you think you can do it and dont give up, then you can do it, if you think you can't, then you can never do it.

Refrence link of Kung Fu panda http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kung_Fu_Panda

After we finished moive, we went to do some shopping and bought him some Thomas and Friends's stationary. then i went to his home and visited my little baby cousin, she looks different, so cute and lovely.

Trip to Korea (1)

I went there about two weeks ago, but i didnt have time (or i am lazy) to write down my experience here.

This is the first time i went travelling to somewhere far from Hong Kong without parent but with my best friend, Ms Kwok. We decided to go somewhere together this summer. Firstly, we wanted to go some island in Malaysia, where we can enjoy sunshine, sea and beach, but it's too expensive so we were so disappointed and changed our plan, then we checked many places, Malaysia and Singapore( i went to Singapore before), Thailand( but she went there few years ago.), Phillippines( sounds too boring and it's not cheap to play those water activites).....Fianlly, Ms Kwok checked many many times on net, and we went to travel agency few times, we confirmed that we will go to KOREA- Seoul for five days this summer together!!!

Hardship- Arugement with family.

I am a person who are agressive with bad temper, and negative in my family but active and happy when i am with my friends. I dont like to argue with anyone, but i dont know why i always argue with my family.

We ate watermelon yesterday night, and talked, watched tv together yesterday night, everything was peaceful but i argued with mom in the earlier monring. Because i couldnt wake up on time and went to church. i didnt do it on purpose. i did wake up at quater to eight, but i fell to sleep again. Honesly i felt so bad and gulity. But what can i do and say? nothing. So, i just escaped from home, and drank some coffee and listened music. Actually i escaped from home, i just walked around on street and did nothing.

I decided to take my mom to eat Japnese food for lunch yesterday night, but now i cancelled all my plan. she said it seems that i am leaving church, but i didnt, and i go to church not because of anyone, it's because of God, i go there for God not her.

Anyway, i feel so tried to argue with her, i just want to keep myself busy, dont want to aruge too often.

Hardship- Choose your right way and work hard on it!

30th June 2008 was an important day for all of the Form Seven students in Hong Kong, because they got their a-level examination results. Some of the people were really happy, but some of them would be confused, worried and sad. I can understand their feeling.

I still remember, last year, same day, i got my result, it made me wanted to kill myself and crazy, i never believed that was my result, but it's reality. The exams pushed me to grow up and faced the reality, it's sucks that seemed everyone( including my family, they tried to support me, but they blamed me also, i was depressed.) would look down on you and thought that you were rubbish and useless if you got bad result in a-level.

Anyway, i deeply believe that i am stronger than past, we can't stand on the top forever, have to try harder and harder to climb up again when we fall down, i dont know how many times i will fall down, the only things i know is working hard, and no regret.

Under the Hong Kong education system, the people who cant go up to university, they have many choices for people to go on studying, association degree, higher diploma etc. Many friends asked me that which one is better and more easier to go up to university, i can say that, all of them are difficult if you dont put any afford on it. Honestly, if i tell you that there were 80% people of that course can go up to university last year, but you didnt study hard, you will still be that 20% who cant go to upper level.

Good luck for all of my friends who are still finding their plans for this coming school years. Studying or Working, the most important thing is working hard.

Thanks God, i got pass in my Use of English examination this years without one listening paper. ( I tried really hard to improve my english in daily life last year, but didnt do too much past papers before the exam anyway....)

Choose your right way and work hard on it!

Respect life, respect animal

Today i went to my students's home, they have a baby poodle which is small and nice. But today it's not at home. And one of my students, the little brother, was standing in front of the bedroom door, looked sad and his sister blamed him. The maid told me that he hurt and stepped on the dog's feet and his father was really angry and took the dog to the vet.

Honestly, i think he deserved to have punishment, because he hurt the dog. I felt bad when i saw that dog cant walk properly. If his father didnt punish him this time, he never know how to respect and treat the animal well. It's important to teach kids how to respect animal when they are in young age.

I dont like raising pets. I dont think i can take care them well, and the house in Hong Kong isnt big enough for pets.

Anyway. Respect life, respect animal, please treat them well.

Happy time- Friend

Since last September, i hadnt met one of my best friends- Mandy. After the school started, both of us were busy at school stuffs and work. And now, we started our holiday. It's really good that we met again.

Few weeks ago, we talked about our summer plan together, and we want to learn something new, so we deceided to take a language course, and we chose Japnese finally. We were classmates in high school. and we are classmates again in the course, it's really good to study with her again. I still remember, when we were in high school, we supported each other alot, and shared everyting about love, friends, family etc. and talked on phone for few hours. It's really really nice old day and good memory.

After we paid for the course, we had lunch together, and talked about her trip to Australia, anything funny. she gave me a nice gift and card with beautiful hand writing.

Looking forward to the Japnese course with Mandy!

If the friendship is real, we are still friends even we seldom see each other. We proved!

Happy time- Bowling

Bowling is a sport in which players attempt to score points by rolling a bowling ball along a flat surface in order to knock down the pins.

My Jimmy took me to play bowling, it's my first time to play this sport, i had so much fun there! It's bit embrassing that, i only knocked down the pins few times, but the people around me were really good at it.

Anyway, thank you Jimmy that, he encouraged me alot, and taught me how to play this sport. he had a good but stupid girl, who doesnt know how to play bowling. would love to play this sport again with him.

Sometimes, when you watching other people doing something, you think it's easy, and you think that you can do it well too, but when you try it yourself, you will find out that it's not easy to do that, Practise is necessary for everthing! Prcatise more, will do better.

I will knock down all the pins one day.

Simple life - Puzzle

Puzzle is one of my favourite game. I can focus on it for few hours or even whole day when i doing it. It's the best thing to do when i am free, relax and have nothing to do ( The time will pass really fast).

Everytime i told my fds i bought a new puzzle, they think i am silly and wasting money. But they dont know how much fun i can find when i do the puzzle. I finished a puzzle, i felt so proud of myself. Because not all the people can finish a puzzle, although it's only 300 hundreds pieces. I did a puzzle which is one thousands tiny pieces during the chinese new year. i felt really happy after i did it and now i put it in my living room. When my relatives and friends come, i would love to show my "Masterpiece"( just kidding)

Puzzle improve my observation, it make me calm, peaceful and be patient.

My favourite puzzle now isnt the one thousand pieces one.. my favourite one is my Jimmmy bought for me yesterday.. the wooden one. Really nice, those pieces was made by wood!

Life can be complex, Life can be simple. I had a simple day today. But i am really happy.

Love lesson

The hardest lesson in our life isnt Maths, economic, Accounting, Biology lesson. The hardest one is the love lesson. Since we born, we can feel that what's love, The love from parents, the love from friends, the love from the people who care about us. We can never say that no one love us, because love is around us, just see that we avoid to feel it or not. Even you say no one love you, the first thing you have to do is love yourself . If you dont love yourself, how can you ask other love you, you arent desevered anyone to love you. And the people who dont know how to love and treat themselve well, they arent lovable.

After we grow up and know how to love ourselve, we start loving others. Eveyone try hard to find their half, after they find their half they use their own way to show their love, but sometimes, it's wrong, but they wont know. Everyone is learning how to love, no one is a professional in love, we keep learning it.

From Bible, we know that love isnt selfish, love is patient, love is sharing.. and long lasting

It's difficult to find someone who love you and you love, treause the love u got.. from your family, lover and friends.

At this moment, i feel that i am rich in love, i have a bf who loves me alot, i have my family, they love me so much, and my friends, who care me alot and let me feel that i am not alone and live in love.